Randomly 4-24-26

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4.24.26

Ice Storming
Between The Devil And The Deep Blue Sea (1)
Strong Enough
Save Part of Yourself
Open Heart (2)
(Two Step)
World Turning
But It's Alright
First Caress
Return To Innocence
Check It Out
Raoul And The Kings
Happy With You (seemed good to end with this one)


(1) Thelonious Monk- only listened to once. Can delete
(2) Dominic Miller- keep. Longer than I thought, but meditative. Would be good on chill out playlist.

Randomly

 4.23.26
Randomly
2:30-3:30

Love & Peace
Digging A Ditch
You're All I've Got
Summer In The City
Call Me (When You Get To Heaven)
DDTW Interlude
Milestones
(Willkommen)
Heart of Life
Oh Lady Be Good (Weeds)
Half of My Heart

Today's Ballgame- St Louis 5, Cleveland 3

 

CLE: Manzardo- RBI single 1st inning (1-0)

CLE: Cecconi gets out of jam in 1st.

STL: Pages RBI single 2nd inning (1-1)

CLE: Manzardo thrown out at home in 4th

STL: Wetherholt sac fly (1-2) in 6th

STL: Burleson 2 run single 6th (1-4)

CLE: Naylor 2 run double (3-4)

STL: Church RBI double (3-5)

MLB Gameday: Guardians 3, Cardinals 5 Final Score (04/15/2026)

Emma

 

She was honestly my first love

Before all the others

The one who made me want to love

And it wasn’t even romantic

Next door neighbors for seven months

We had the same temperament

Rolling our eyes at crazy Jenny

I spent every single evening at her apartment

“Matt, tu peux venir” she’d say after she finished dinner

Come on over

It might have looked romantic

We walked through town together

Went grocery shopping

I went down to the pay phone with her

She talked to her boyfriend

At the end she said “Je t’aime”

I loved her too.

Life- before St Louis trip

How is it almost spring break already? I feel like we just hit Christmas, but life has flown by in the last three months. Levi's done a few chess tournaments and a recital and a talent show. Naomi's not changed all that much. 

A loaded April awaits, but tomorrow we leave for St Louis and our spring break trip. This one is more "St Louis and the surrounding area" trip. We're staying in Brentwood, which is a suburb. I'm jazzed to get out of town and given the TSA difficulties, glad we're driving. It's a long trip, but this is the third straight year we've gone 5+ hours on spring break.

Currently reading Project Hail Mary, since we want to see the movie. I really enjoy it. It's nice to read something more fast-paced.

On OOTP, I'm managing the 2018 Brewers. I always like to do teams that didn't quite get there, and the Brewers exemplify that. This is mostly a sim deal. I'm not managing every game. 

Life/Colonoscopy

I had my colonoscopy on Wednesday, and honestly, it probably was a good thing. I had to do the low-fiber diet on Sunday and Monday, which was not a big deal. I just had to cut out a few things. The liquid diet was not that disruptive either. I had a lot of jello and apple juice and didn't feel too bad.

The prep? It wasn't my favorite thing to do, but it really didn't taste like anything. More accurately, it tasted like nothing with a hint of lemon. I didn't have any trouble finishing my doses. Only at the very end did I get sick of it, and by then what was coming out of me looked as it should. I got enough rest and honestly, the quiet of the early morning was kind of nice. No kids to bother me while I read or played on my tablet.

The doctor's office was running a bit behind, so I waited for quite a while. The beds were lined up outside the procedure room and it reminded me of Pink Floyd's "On The Run" video, where a hospital bed substitutes for an airplane. I was on the runway for quite a bit before I finally got wheeled in.

The room was smaller than I thought it was going to be. It was slightly larger than a standard exam room. I turned over on my side and the anesthesiologist let me know he was starting the meds. I barely had a chance to get a word out before I lost consciousness.

I woke up to Sarah back in the waiting room. It felt like I was out for a long time, but it was only 20 or so minutes. I recombobulated and we headed out to Zebb's for a nice lunch. A Monte Cristo for me. It was nice to connect with my lovebug, but afterwards I just felt like resting, which is what I did. Sounds like another 10 years before I have to do this again. Wonder if it'll be the same technology then. 

Left To Our Own Devices (Overstimulated)

We're all overstimulated
Our brains in cyberspace but with no particular destination
Floating, eyes flitting, thumbs flicking our social media feeds
We can't even watch TV without the second screen
I took my book everywhere when I was eight
Now I can't even wait at the grocery store
My hand reaches for my pocket
Looks like I have a minute
For an information drip

We can get notifications for anything

Severe weather alerts, our children's schools

But these tools get buried

Under a million others

The phone buzzes

Get 10% off your next order

Gzzzz

The latest celebrity death

Gzzzzz

What can the Vikings do at quarterback?

I can't say this without feeling old

I long for the days 

Where no one knew where I was

If I wasn't home

Where I didn't feel panic for not checking my phone

V2

Zombie time

The kids walk in the door

Or ring it a dozen times if it's locked

They throw their shoes in the closet

They might say hello

But then it's screen time

Screen time

If it's not TV, it's video games

Or a tablet

Mom stares at her phone and giggles at memes

Dad isn't sure what to do with himself

Three other people's faces lighting up

He can't give in and join

He feels resentment

Mom seems OK with them staring and nearly drooling

Sometimes doesn't seem to want to engage

He has to be the one to break the spell

Off the screens, off the screens

But Dad, when can we go back on?

If I had my way, I'd keep your devices

You'd have to go through me to get them back

Mom laughs at a video

His daughter asks his son what game she's playing

He doesn't hear with his headphones on

Dad wanders around looking for something to do